I need sex

I have reached a new place in my pregnancy. I am still not showing and the morning sickness is gone. I have also lost seven pounds and well my tummy looks nice and trim. Now I am energiesd and really don't feel prego. It will be nice to here the beating of the baby's heart on March first just to be shore it is there. My hubby is very happy with my amorous behavior, but it dose me little good when he is gone for days at a time at work. I think I need a boy friend, some one I can just use for sex. I mean it isn't like he can get me prego at this point. Should join a swinger sit or something. Frigen hormones suck. At least me dreams now are about getting sex and not about killing people. This is a nice change.

Instead

Well I just wrote a big long log about a bunch of crap like not being able to sleep and bad dreams, worried about the baby and all this junk, but I deleted it. I rather do this. And be happy instead.

Things that make me happy.
(yes I am lame)

1. Teddy bear picnic
2. Sleeping
3. My hubby playing with his boys.
4. My four year old counting to thirty and missing fifteen every time
5. When he finely remembers fifteen for the first time
6. My two year old saying Puyallup
7. Peanut butter and chocolate shakes.
8. Watching my kids dance.
9. Sex in the shower
10. Talking with a good friend
11. Apples
12. Liking pineapple even though I couldn't stand it for most of my life.
13. Bubble baths
14. My four year old watching TV upside down

and best of all
15. My two year old giving his older brother a hug, just to piss him off

Chocolate kiss

I had a kiss, just one and it was very unsatisfying. I can only have one because I only let the boys have one each and to be a good example I only have on. Now I am left craving chocolate and can do nothing about it. :(
And it started off as such a good day.