Thanksgiving with great friends

OK so finally getting around to putting pic's up. We had a fantastic time. L and her hubby put out a fantastic spread. They make there home so worm and welcoming I didn't want to leave. James wanted me home for some reason though :) The kids got to see the moon in all its glory and we had a great time. I can't remember a better day.

Here is D and Mack chilling after a very filling dinner

Trevor and Devon enjoying tree house fun

L and all her lovelies
Make and her beautiful doughtier
Just the boys hangen
Niki and Fran came over this weakened. We had a blast. Like a secant Thanksgiving. Can't ask for more then good food with good friends. I love these guys.

Ginger Bread House

Last Sunday we were able to make it out to see the family. It was a very nice day. The kids spent most of the time in the yard playing tag then came in for a delicious dinner and

Gingerbread fun.

Even the Daddys got in on the fun

Had to get a pic while they were standing still

Think they ait more then they stuck on the house

isn't it beautiful

every one is sleeping

So it si only 8:30pm. James worked all night adn was up all day with us and is now sleeing. The kids are worn out from swimming at the YMCA and are out cold. It is nice to have time to myself, but really dont' know what to do with it.

I could post pic's from halloween. Still haven't doen that. Or knit the baby blanket for my friend Heather who just had her fifth baby. Calob. He is so cute and I really do nead to do that. Just not up to doing anything. Probably grab some candey and veg infront of the TV.

Been wondering when I lost who I was. I used to like things and now it is all about the kids and James. Been isalating myself again too. I keep wanting to call peaple and then don't. I should have goen to the CoOp today. I was just so tierd. Frirday is the only day I have nothing to do and no were to go. I kinda like that.

Oh well going to go veg. Tomarrow is gymnastics so that should be fun.

Just checking in

Noteced it has been some time. Been bizzy kinda, but nuthing note worthy. Halloween has come and goen. That was fun. Niki, Fran and theh kids staied over. Made it all the more exiting and fun for the kids.

James is working alot, but loks like he will be home for a few days. Things always slow down on weak days.

Nathen is going threw a grouth spert and is tierd an cranky, but I can't seem to get him to sleep more then an hour at a time. Leaving me tierd and cranky too.

Boys are having fun with schoole, just wish there were more good days. Maybe there are just to tierd to notes them.

(yes I know spelling sucks and so does typing, but on handed u get what u get)

Boys are starting a new CoOp on friday. I am a bit reluctant. We have so much on our plates as it is, but it sounds like fun, so giving it a try. It is religias base Sciance and Histeroy. I really don't know much about it, but figer the boys can't make a good choice on there beleaves if I don't teach them anything. Well, they know basic stuff.

As for me I started taking anti depresants. Mix fealings on that. I know I am manic and my lows are getting harded to get threw. None of my natral stuff seam to cut it any more and this time of year is really hard. Just feel defeated in taking pills. And in some way that my fealings are invaled, becouse they are intensifid by my condition. I onlmost don't want the pills to work. I think they are though. I do have a losse or apitite, but I seem to still keep my temper down even though my suger shoud be way off. And I have had only one angsiaty attace in two weaks. Just hate being on meds. Makes me wearder then I already am.

And thats the scoop. Take care all