The holidays are
coming up fast. And well I been rather grumpy about the hole thing. I was very upset about being
told what I was going to be doing this thanksgiving. I have been cut out of the loop just like when James' parents lived here before. I have always hated them making decisions concerning me and the kids with out me. And now even the little decisions like this sting. But in the end it is making me a very bitter and not nice person. I have
decided to let go of past happenings and just be happy. To
except that they most
likely will not change and this will happen again. I am going to do my best to resist my
instinct to
rebel against there
decisions good and bad. It just isn't worth the argument and really I am the one who ends up looking like the jerk
because they have no i
dia James
doesn't include me and he always gives me the "Oh, I thought I told u." shit.
So, still bitter, but I am making an
honest attempt at being in better spirits about this. I am happy MIL s coming over. I am glad she is
comfortable in our home and I am even happy to cook for her. I just would have liked to be included in the
decision rather then told.